A little setback

Ever know that something is wrong, but you just don't want to admit it??

 

I took a spill in my riding lesson in January (the 21st to be exact). It hurt, but when you fall off a horse, it's going to hurt. I got up, got back on... the usual. I'm currently training for a spring 100 mile trail run and am working with a wonderful running coach. But with the pain in the leg I decided I needed to take a few days rest before trying to run.

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Monday (4 rest days) I attempted to run. Completed 1 very slow and very painful treadmill mile. I kept feeling like my knee was going to give out. I got off the treadmill trying to suppress the building tears in my eyes. I knew I needed more rest for the leg, but the thought of not training was scary. I iced, elevated, and continued to take ibuprofen.

Saturday: trail run attempt. It was time to give it another go. It had been well over a week since the fall. This attempt I made it just over 2 miles and had to call it a day. How could I need more rest???? It was just a little horse fall!

I decided to tell my coach a more detailed version of what happened and get her advice. Made a Dr appointment and kept trying to tell myself that there couldn't be anything wrong, I have plans.... goals..... This is the wrong time to get hurt.

"boots are in this winter"
thanks Jessica for the quote

2 Dr appointments and an mri later, I now know that I fractured the fibular head and tibia during that little fall and have been walking around like it was no big deal since (no wonder it hurt to run!)

The Dr, thankfully, hasn't ruled out my race. But this definitely feels like a big obstacle to cross.

So, I plan on doing a lot of cross training and upper body work (Dr said to cross train as much as I can unless I have pain)

I'm trying to stay positive in the midst of a set back. Lots of bigger problems in the world than a couple broken bones. I'm just glad I stopped ignoring the pain and dealt with the problem. It's scary and changes the plans I set, but it doesn't have to change my goals or the outcome of my future.

 

 

So enough about me...... what about you???
Have you had a lingering feeling that you can't shake..... A problem that seems too scary to deal with and fix so you continue to self treat and hope for the best????

Don't walk around with a broken leg!

 

Have the tough conversation that's needed, explore new options if you're unhappy in the current situation, make an appointment to see a professional.... whatever the case may be in your situation.... But please, don't ignore your personal "broken leg."

don't be like this!!!